Re: Depression, Anxiety
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This Fn BPD is.. look I AM so glad to be diagnosed.. knowing who what why... etc. But why i can't keep it regulated us getting me down.. so hard to regulate between anxiety and depression and then anxiety and elation.. just when i think I KNOW I've got a regulated life.. definately a pawn in a much much bigger game.. cause honestly.. it's funny.. the resulting factors in a day.. if i could only explain the last few months and the' DRINKS ' episodes that result in breaking up the anxiety-turned-panic-turned-turmoil near daily events. . That add what could of been disastrous in previous mindsets but now i look up and laugh ..maniacally at times, yes, but none the less better than uncontrollable rage attacks.
Thats my rant.. still depressed.. next?
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Not This Little Grey Duck
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