Just a quick update all. Clean since
OP and whilst it's been tough (withdrawals from Drink and Valium are rough) i'm serious on change.
Had a real estate agent at house today to value and pro pictures taken. I was lucky as they had a cancelled morning as market slowed so much.
Moving back in with my Parent's for a while so I'm not isolated anymore, and can help them too if possible. It is not a rushed decision, they've wanted this for a while.
I make stupid decisions when alone, when in company I seem a completely different person.
Thank you again to every single one of you once again. I don't expect responses at all, no need.
Chris